Trouble Winding Down…

Why is it so hard for me to wind down and go to sleep? I guess my mind is too active for me to sleep. I guess I’ll crash later on today like I normally do on my off days. I just wish I could go to sleep like normal people. Insomnia is a B%$@&…

The Things You Find on the Internet Late @ Night

I can’t believe this actually happened to someone.  When I read the below article I first thought it was just a random joke on the website I was reading, but then again, with my life, stranger things have happened…

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Man in Wheelchair Stuck in Grill of Tractor Trailer, Takes a 50 MPH Ride

Friday, June 8th, 2007

Benjamin Carpenter, 21, was crossing a Michigan highway in his wheelchair when he became stuck in a semitrailer’s grille and pushed for miles before the unknowing driver was pulled over, police said on Thursday.

Carpenter escaped unharmed, saying, “It was quite a ride,” police said.

Carpenter was attempting to cross on Wednesday when the light turned green and his wheelchair became hooked onto the front grille of the truck, which reached 50 mph during the 4-mile trip down Red Arrow Highway, Michigan State Police Trooper Michael Sinke said witnesses reported.

Carpenter was taken to a hospital as a precaution. He had been secured to his wheelchair by a seat belt.

Witnesses reported that the light turned green, so the truck took off, never seeing the wheelchair in front of him or the fact that it had attached to his front grill. When officers stopped the truck at a private business, Carpenter was in a calm state.

“The man spilled his soda pop, but he wasn’t upset,” said Sgt. Kathy Morton of the Michigan State Police.

Sinke said when he arrived at the scene, the man told him “‘Yeah, I’m fine. I just went for a little ride.’”

“He was surprisingly normal,” Sinke said.

About 4 p.m. Wednesday, a caller told police dispatchers, “You are not going to believe this: There is a semi truck pushing a guy in a wheelchair on Red Arrow Highway,” state police said in a release.

Authorities initially wondered whether the report was a prank call until others called with similar reports.

When the truck finally was stopped, the driver didn’t believe officers until he stepped from his cab and saw for himself.

“When he saw us, he was like, ‘What’s going on?”‘ Morton said.

“The truck driver had no idea,” Sinke said. “[He] was in a state of shock.”

Paw Paw Police Department Office Manager Susan Millek said their department got the initial call around 3:30 p.m. and Sgt. Kirk Goodrich and officer Tim McMeekan responded to the call. McMeekan said the incident was labeled a car pedestrian accident and he was prepared for a scene much worse than what he found.

“We were obviously relieved and shocked to see what happened,” McMeekan said.

He said the family was notified within a few minutes and because the man is an adult, the department called to have someone pick him up.

Officers who responded to the scene said the fact that the man was unharmed made this story that much more unbelievable.

“Just the way he was uninjured. It’s just unbelievable,” Sinke said. “Obviously someone was looking over him yesterday. I could go another hundred years in law enforcement and never see that again.”

Reasons for the Previous Strange Encounter

Okay guys, I found out the reason behind the previous strange encounter and I know most of you aren’t really as shocked as I am. If you’re not, then you should be, but oh well.

To start, if you don’t remember what I’m referring to, just go down a few entries. Any way, I figured out what happened and to put it lightly, I’m still pissed off. For those of you that haven’t figured it out yet, the reason behind the encounter was that the person was already in a relationship, the reason why he made up a dumbass excuse to leave. His ass was feeling guilty for allowing someone else to touch him when he knew he had a HUSBAND, not boyfriend, but HUSBAND at home. In my book, the guy named Jaye deserves to get his ass beat three ways from Sunday. Yes I said his name. His name is Jaye! So if the boyfriend reads this, handle yo’ man. Jaye, if you’re reading this, be prepared, I’ve put your $hit out across the broadband waves.

For all of you guys out there in relationships already, if you’re not happy with what’s going on in your relationship or you’re not getting what you want, then I suggest talk to the person you’re married to or in a relationship with and talk it out before you go getting someone else involved and causing them pain for no reason. That’s another problem in the gay community that needs to be dealt with. Dang, I might need to start a list of things in the gay community that needs to be fixed. But oh well. I just had to put that one out there. Oh well, until next time, guys and girls… We all need to keep it real.

A Strange Encounter

Okay, I know it’s been a while since I wrote a post but I just had to pop up today to write about this.

To start, I was on the gay hookup site, Adam 4 Adam. Yeah, you guys that know me, know that I’m gay and on the prowl for a husband. Well that site isn’t a place to find a husband but it’s somewhat of a start. Well anyway, for the past could of days, mainly on my days off when I’m home alone doing nothing, I tend to go on the site to see what’s available to choose from. Well most days, the guys mainly consist of stuck up and conceited guys that are only concerned with themselves, looks and some go as far to be concerned with dick size (damn size queens) and the wallet (gay gold diggers). Most of the time when I try to talk to these guys, they tell me any and everything under the sun in a way of a rejecting my look, my location or my (excuse my persona) dick size. Then on other days they just ignore me altogether. Well today that all changed, strangely I might add.

I guess you can say I love punishment when it comes to rejection and this website since I keep coming back to it and haven’t left it alone. Well this day isn’t any different from any of the others except for today that someone actually sent me a message (I might add that it was someone that I previously sent a message too and was ignored) asking my how I was doing and did I want to get together. Can you say shocked? Yes I was shocked because I can’t believe that the person was actually talking to me. I thought I had actually signed into the site with someone else’s username and password because it was just strange to me. Well to add insult to injury, this day wasn’t any different from the others. I actually met the person and let him take rejection a step further.

You know, I really deserve the ‘Stupid Fool’ award for what I allowed to transpire in my home I might add today. I’m shocked that I didn’t sense or notice what was happening while it was actually happening. I guess I was so shocked that this person had actually contacted me and was actually considering getting together with me. Well anyway, we talked online for a bit and I told the guy where he could find me. He came over promptly a few minutes after logging out. We shook hands, did the introduction thing and then like most people hooking up, we went someplace else. To say the least, I was getting into things, but it seems he wasn’t. Okay, what’s going on? I know guys are nervous meeting other guys for the first time, but this is ridiculous. So we’re fooling around and he’s acting strange. We’re kissing back and forth and every so often he would stop. I asked if he was okay and he told me that he was out of breath from walking to my place. Okay, that’s understandable to be out of breath after walking and then move into other forms of exercising. So we’re still fooling around and then his moment came and that was it. He’s holding his chest like he’s dying and then he tells me he has a heart condition, gets up out of bed, puts his clothes on and then tells me, ‘I need to go take my medicine. I’ll be on sometime later this week. I’m sorry, maybe we can try this again some other time.’

Okay, WHAT KIND OF NEW FANGLED SHIT IS THIS? (Thanks to Lettuce from ‘Dirty Laundry’)

He’s gone and I’m sitting here wondering how big of a fool am I really for letting myself get played like that… Was he being serious about this so-called heart condition or was this just some play of his to get what he wanted without having to give anything in return? I don’t know. Why don’t you guys and girls tell me what you feel about this situation. Maybe I’m jumping the gun here. Maybe it was a serious problem going on and my paranoid mind is playing with me or maybe he was just a user and I fell for it hook, line and sinker. Oh well, until next time…

The Weather Situation

Let me tell you, yesterday in Statesboro was just a strange thing. To start, the winds were so high here, I thought I was going to become Dorothy and my apartment was going to fly away and end up in Oz or someplace strange. The weather patterns were so erratic yesterday even I didn’t know what to think. It made me wonder if there’s some person out there in the world with a weather machine warping the weather or something. Sometimes when things are going like that, it makes you think strange things. I actually thought the end of the world was coming with all the thunder, lightning and high grade force winds. Oh well, I survived it and it’s a new day. Yay!

Travelling on I-16

For those of you that travel Interstate-16 in GA I know you are probably pissed at times when you’re travelling the wrong way and can’t get to the other side…

Well to start, yesterday I was travelling down I-16 in the wrong direction while trying to find a friend and you know I almost ran out of gas because I had to drive 19 damn miles before I got to a damn exit so I could turn around. Can you say I was pissed?

Well to top it all off, I drove 19 miles in one direction and then turned around and drove 19 miles back. Then I drove another 24 miles looking for my friend and when I found him I had to drive 15 more miles before I could turn around to head home. I-16 really needs some places to actually turn around while you’re travelling if you’re going in the wrong direction or you need to turn off before you actually get to another exit. I was so fucking pissed off I was ready to cause massive accidents yesterday because I couldn’t turn around.

But after driving those fifteen miles I said fuck it and cut through the grassy median and turned around. It was like GA was literally trying to make me run out of gas or something. I’ve never seen that before in my life. Someone in the dept. of transportation really needs to look into adding some turns off on 1-16 going East and West. That was just a damn shame. Maybe someone in the dept. of transportation will read this and add some extra turn offs or something. GA we need to do better…

The Gay Secrets of Statesboro, GA

Guys and some girls, I’m shocked at the information I learned over the past few days. To start, I was responding to some profiles on a popular gay website. No I wasn’t on gay.com either. While I was replying I got some replies back. It has come to my attention that in Statesboro, GA the young and college guys of this town whether they are white or black or looking for sugar daddies. If you aren’t a model that can compete with them in a modeling contest then you better be a sugardaddy. I was shocked when I got not one but three replies from black guys telling me that and one reply from a white guy. I just can’t believe that it’s all about looks or money. I thought guys these days had some kind of character but I see that I was totally wrong about that. What is the gay community coming to? I’m getting tired of hearing people complain about not having someone to love and when the love is offered to them, you have to look like a model or be a damn sugardaddy. I’m sorry but I don’t fall into the category of a sugardaddy and I’m not a model but I ain’t ugly either. I guess I’ll have to wait until life starts beating on these guys and they learn something.

On to another matter, I also discovered that the young (and some old ones) white guys in Statesboro are scared of black men. I almost wanted to laugh myself to sleep with that one. What in the world would someone be scared of a black man for? This goes back to the model thing. I know I’m not a model but I’m not ugly enough to make someone scared that I’m going to hurt them. All I can say about that is Lawd please bless these people and show them some light, show them something so they can see that I’m not the one they should be scared of…

Oh well, until I find out something else outlandish…

Two Days Off and I’m Still Tired

Okay I must say that I’m still tired after being off from work for two days. Anyway, I don’t know what’s going on with me lately. It seems that I go from good mood to bad mood in the drop of a dime and that’s not good. I’m always able to keep my emotions under control and in check. If I didn’t know any better, I’d think that I was a pregnant woman or something. I know that to not be the case but still. I guess when I got off in the morning I’ll go home and try to catch up on my sleep.

Questions

Guys and Girls I have some questions to ask that I hope someone out there has the answer to. For years, these questions have plagued me and I’ve never gotten the answers. Hopefully some of you out there can answer these…

1. Why is it that when I’m off from work, I get sick? But when it’s time for me to go back to work I get better?
2. Why are most gay men stereotypical? Judgmental? Egotistical?
3. Why can’t the poor be rich too?
4. When is the world going to be a better place for everyone?
5. Why does the Professor on the Parkers treat Nikki Parker so bad?

LOL, I’m talking out of my head now. I have more questions floating around in my head but for right now, those are the ones that spring to mind that I can freely ask without too much backlash…

Keep on floating guys and girls, I’m out…

 

 

Another Pain Filled Day

Well it’s a new day and I’m still in pain. What am I going to do? Oh well, I sent my doctor an e-mail and waiting on a reply. She’ll probably tell me it’s time to come on in but I don’t really want to do that. I guess I have to see what’s going to happen and go with the flow. Why did this have to happen while I was on my vacation from work? Why doesn’t stuff like this happen when I’m working? I guess that’s just another part of life that ceases to amaze me, if you know what I mean. I hope I feel better soon so I can get back to my naughtiness…